sometimes, im in a relationship...sometimes...
you ever thought of all those time you wasted on relationship(s)?
i just got out of another one recently...so funny to think of the time, energy and emotions spent on those relationships...sometimes i wonder of more important and beneficial things i could have been doing instead of worrying and trying to make it work...
but on the bright side...i learned many things..bout myself, bout people, bout loving and being loved and the idea of loving another person...surviving a monogamous relationship...about life.
recently, i learned lesson number 171,678..it is true, it is very possible to be attracted to someone because of something else apart from his looks (yeah yeah, late bloomer i am). now, am NOT saying the guy was unattractive,NO, he was NOT ugly..what i am saying here is, i was not initially attracted to his looks..we became friends and learned so many things about each other (and i learned alot about myself in the process too) and i fell for him. his stories of his past life, what he is doing right now and how he wants to live later..his dreams and missions..i was turned ON by these things especially the last part. i love guys with visions and missions and work hard in achieving them..and as each day passes, i admire him more and more and..i want to be by his side...be there for him...silly eh? sometimes i think so.
but it did not work, me and that guy..our ideas on how to love another person differs. life goes on, am just 22. :)
sometimes i wonder whether i will meet and marry the guy of my dreams..whether those people that say they married the person of their dreams were telling the truth..is there such a person that fits your dreams to the dot? impossible? i think so. life is an enigma, yes, but it is possible to find the guy that is ALMOST the kind of person i would like to be with..or, i would probably meet someone who is not, but what 'i want' in 'my man' changes..
..life is an enigma, and so am i..sometimes... :)
sometimes..things are not how i thought it would be, but still i feel happy. crazy? sometimes i think so too.. :)
5 comments:
hi aliz.. nono here. i got your url from facebook's feed. eheheh.. :)
loving someone can never be wrong and it doesnt mean that a heart can only love one person at one time la aliz! hehe.. or probably things just happened at the wrong time, at the wrong place and for, a wrong person kot. chill.. :)
p.s i am using my blogger acct to comment on your entry. aiyoo.. you should allow ppl from wordpress to comment juak la.. =P
t.c
yo Nono! yeah, just edited the setting, thanks for the heads up!
love is not finding someone to live with; it's finding someone you can't live without...
theres a saying.. We came to the world not by finding someone perfect to love... BUT to learn how to love an imperfect person, perfectly...
wow dini. that's a good quote!!!
agree agree..
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